2007 reflections
Winter is here in all it's glory. At 15 degrees to is too cold to ride. I have been working on my book and writing about this last years trek. Time has created a new perspective on what I did this last year, Perhaps it is the natural reponse that comes to us at the end of the year to look back and refect on what we did the past year. I am humbley amazed to what I had the oppertunity to experiance and truly in wonder to it all. My last ride was I am begining to understand was very extreme. It is funny when I was doing it, It seemed natural to cycle 136 miles alone across a desert in a single day. But in hindsight I wonder how I did it and did it day after day alone and with so little support.
The whole tale will be told in the book, which I hope will be finished by spring. I really have never shared much personal information on this blog or truly expressed the hardships that I experianced or the sense of failure that drove me onward day after day. Rereading the journal over the last trek I must explain to my friends that read this blog a few things.
First of all, my trek journal was often in the hands of another, my former project manager, Julia. Often I would not have internet access and she would write my experiances in my stead. The true nature of what I was doing was never really told. It became a wonderful adventure for childern to read, she was so talented and did a great job. But behind the tale it was a different truth, one of hardship phyical endurance and pain. Julia often told me I was the "monkey on the bike." Looking back I realized that my regret was not being able to impart just how difficult it was to ride solo across America on a double and pulling a trailer with 80 lbs of gear. It is not because of what I did but that I could. So many that I wanted to help who deal with the most difficult reality of limb loss never got the true message of the ability of going within and finding their own true ablities.
So, 2008 will find me back at the begining I will cycle from Harbourview Hospital in Seattle, Where I had my amputation to the tip of South America alone the Pan American Highway. My Next trek will do what my last did not meet face to face the very people like me that deal with limb loss.

